Monthly Archives: May 2005

I smoke pot because it makes me feel more creative, more inspired. I like what I write when I’m high, I like how I feel when I’m high. I like the taste and smell of weed. But more than that … Continue reading →

The binge is almost over. I say almost because it’s merely 1:30 pm on Monday, and I have another 10.5 hours before the day ends. So let the binge continue. My best friend from home came to visit this weekend. … Continue reading →

First off, I must say that I have discovered a GREAT cleaning service. They made my house absolutely sparkle! I am thrilled. They even cleaned the refrigerator. The refrigerator! So if you are in Atlanta and in need of a … Continue reading →

It started out as a harmless email exchange, then again it always does. I fed the lion and he just purred and purred. (Monday afternoon) Eric: Do we go out for drink beforehand and do we just get right to … Continue reading →

Wow, what a night. It wasn’t as bad as I expected, although it does still amaze me that someone can completely change the subject from anything in the world back to herself in a matter of milliseconds. I feel bad … Continue reading →

It seems like when you’re going through something very hard (like the end of a marriage) everyone is there for you all the time at the beginning. They call all the time, even when you sometimes wish they wouldn’t. But … Continue reading →

Eric…that man is killing me. I knew I shouldn’t have tried to be all above the situation, thinking I’d just tell him what I wanted to say and go on with my life. I know myself better than that. I … Continue reading →

It’s been 2 weeks since my last session due to scheduling problems. So I have a ton of shit to talk to Alex about tomorrow. 1. work 2. consciously making bad choices 3. googling him 4. continued fear of the … Continue reading →

Your Linguistic Profile: 70% General American English 25% Upper Midwestern 5% Yankee 0% Dixie 0% Midwestern What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Do not google your therapist. I repeat: Do not google your therapist! Especially when you totally connect with him and don’t want to lose that level of comfort that you quite possibly have never had. Last night I was talking … Continue reading →

One feature I wish tivo had is the ability to choose a certain episode of a show to record. I don’t want to record every episode of Friends, for example, but I might want to record the one where Ross … Continue reading →

The freedom I feel when I don’t have to worry about school is fabulous. If only I could have that freedom from the repression at Jesiiis, Inc. Sammy recently escaped, and I’ve been jealous ever since. It feels like they’re … Continue reading →

I feel bad now. I didn’t pay attention to more than 10 words the man said, but he let me take the final. Whew. I hope I managed that C… I don’t know why the hell I ever decided to … Continue reading →

I should have known that there had to be a catch… I taught myself about 80% of the material for my exam last night. I only say that because I seriously had no clue about anything. Luckily if I do … Continue reading →

Ol’ boy is looking to get laid! Why the hell would he bother with the woman he professes his love to when there’s a hot thing like me hitting on him. I struggle with describing this whole situation as incredibly … Continue reading →

2 exams down, 1 to go Good soul. I can’t wait till Wednesday night. It will all be over. Problem is that’s the hardest of the three, and I’m relying on my cramming skills to get me through it. I … Continue reading →

8 am – woke up. Decided it was too early and went back to sleep 9:30 – got out of bed – promised myself I would start studying by noon 10:00 – made coffee. Can’t believe I waited a whole … Continue reading →

I never thought my new hometown would be getting so much press, but Duluth is really blowing up! LOL I think this shit with the Runaway Bride is hilarious. I was talking to a friend from Boston the other night … Continue reading →

Well I did it. Tuesday night. I dreaded it all day long, but fortunately had the sense to talk to 2 of my dear friends about it all, which always makes things seem better. It took me a full hour … Continue reading →

Sammy, you’re killing me here. Indirectly, but still. Today when responding to an email in which Sammy commented that her email was partially because she was disappointed in Mark and wanted him to know that. I hope I didn’t just … Continue reading →