Monthly Archives: April 2006

title shmitle

I don’t understand how these people who list hundreds/thousands of items on ebay can do it!  I just spent almost 3 hours listing only 16 items.  I only edited the text that described the individual items (3-5 lines max), didn’t … Continue reading

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title shmitle

I don’t understand how these people who list hundreds/thousands of items on ebay can do it!  I just spent almost 3 hours listing only 16 items.  I only edited the text that described the individual items (3-5 lines max), didn’t … Continue reading

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crazy bitch

I said the other day that I was following my surgeon’s plan and haven’t cheated once, which is true if you’re talking about food.  But there’s another little guideline in the book called “don’t compare your weight loss to that … Continue reading

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mental health update

I went to see the psychiatrist today for an evaluation of how the Lexapro is working for me.  Just so you know, I don’t really notice it doing anything.  I mean sure, I feel less self-conscious, but is that because … Continue reading

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mental health update

I went to see the psychiatrist today for an evaluation of how the Lexapro is working for me.  Just so you know, I don’t really notice it doing anything.  I mean sure, I feel less self-conscious, but is that because … Continue reading

Posted in exercise, getting healthy, self-awareness | 2 Comments

direction is lost

I think I’m going to try this.  Sounds like it could work…except I’m not sure about the whole putting my pajamas on and lying in bed in the middle of the day listening to my alarm go off.  But given … Continue reading

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direction is lost

I think I’m going to try this.  Sounds like it could work…except I’m not sure about the whole putting my pajamas on and lying in bed in the middle of the day listening to my alarm go off.  But given … Continue reading

Posted in clothes, crushes, looking cute, random commentary, sex | 8 Comments

fuck me standing up

La la la la la.  I haven’t fucking touched the fucking treadmill since Monday.  There.  I said it.  I want to love it.  I swear I do!  I want to want to work out.  I want to not avoid it.  … Continue reading

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remembering you

my vacant heart still missing your unconditionalness seemingly lost but never really gone thoughts of you drip hesitantly down my face as I remember you in my dreams recreate you in my imagination mourn your disappearance frighteningly ready to hurt … Continue reading

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remembering you

my vacant heart still missing your unconditionalness seemingly lost but never really gone thoughts of you drip hesitantly down my face as I remember you in my dreams recreate you in my imagination mourn your disappearance frighteningly ready to hurt … Continue reading

Posted in poetry | 3 Comments

monday monday

First thing to report:  yes, I did get up and hit the treadmill this morning!  I couldn’t sleep last night, so I ended up cleaning out my bathroom cabinets while listening to Step Mom playing on TBS until 3 am.  … Continue reading

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monday monday

First thing to report:  yes, I did get up and hit the treadmill this morning!  I couldn’t sleep last night, so I ended up cleaning out my bathroom cabinets while listening to Step Mom playing on TBS until 3 am.  … Continue reading

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all jacked up

sorry for the fucked up formatting on the post below.  There should be paragraphs, and i’m sure you’ll be able to see where, but for some reason Typepad keeps removing my spaces!  I’m ready to scream.  I published, deleted, republished, … Continue reading

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babbling

The school situation got progressively worse as the week went on.  Long story short I fucked up big time and will have to re-take 2 classes.  Oh well.  Can’t cry over a horse that won’t drink the water, right?  It … Continue reading

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sweating

I committed in therapy Thursday morning to do at least 40 minutes of cardio every MORNING for the next 2 weeks.  Oh boy.  I’m sooo not a morning person, but I also know my pattern of coming home at night … Continue reading

Posted in getting healthy | 7 Comments

i done fucked up

it’s no surprise really.  I have no fucking motivation when it comes to school.  I’m really only doing it because I’m supposed to.  I no longer have any desire to work in the field I’ll be graduating in.  Hell, to … Continue reading

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i don’t usually do this

but i thought this was funny and oh-so-appropriate for so many out there… Just a friendly reminder, it’s that time of the year again…Please raise your big toes and repeat after me: As a member of the Faux Pas Sisterhood, … Continue reading

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vain? i think not! geeky? why yes, definitely.

but yeah, I just couldn’t resist registering my own domain for the ol’ blog.  So you can now access by coming to the same place you always have, or you can go directly to www.searching4mysoul.com to get to the exact … Continue reading

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tonight’s dinner

Sautéed Spinach and Tilapia 1 ounce frozen spinach 1 T white wine Lemon juice (fresh, of course) Garlic Red pepper flakes Kosher Salt Black pepper Olive Oil 2 ounces Tilapia I put the spinach in a small bowl with the … Continue reading

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fat pants

I’m looking fattER today.  No, I’m not down on myself, I just look HUGE because my pants are so freaking big on me!  They are sticking out on the hips and thighs and make me look at least 20 pounds … Continue reading

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