Monthly Archives: May 2008

regretful commentary

Posted on May 30, 2008 by

No surprise that BestSexEver chickened out.  I laugh out loud when I think of him sitting there all day hoping I’ll bring it up and knowing damn well I won’t do it.  I could tell by the random comments he … Continue reading →

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best? riiiiight.

Posted on May 29, 2008 by

I’m so turned off by BestSexEver’s way of being so passive.  It’s a shame that I am now turned off by the one person I had some incredible sex with, who is available, who will drop anything to see me…as … Continue reading →

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comedy

Posted on May 28, 2008 by

“I see all these couples coming into theBucks, all these cute couples,” I told Carter as he sped toward downtown.  We were both looking all cute and tan, ready for dinner, which we only knew at this point would be … Continue reading →

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poor me

Posted on May 26, 2008 by

To say I’m disappointed would be a gross downplaying of it all.  Mind you, I’m not upset or hurt or bitter or mad at the world.  I’m simply disappointed – but pretty disappointed for sure.  I haven’t given up total … Continue reading →

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browner

Posted on May 23, 2008 by

Thursday was the perfect day for Carter and me to hit the pool to work on our tans.  In fact, it was our first official tanning day of the 2008 Pool Season.  Our third summer of tanning was kicked off … Continue reading →

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the first

Posted on May 21, 2008 by

The giddiness I felt after first talking to The Rockstar was annoying to me, but the giddiness I felt after meeting him was a more calm, collected, assured giddiness.  A substantiated giddiness, because I could tell by the way he’d … Continue reading →

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white boys

Posted on May 20, 2008 by

“Welll then maybe Crush should be your boyyyyfriend!” The barista working the bar called over to the counter where Crush and I were standing – he washing pitchers and me making coffee.  She was trying to be funny, but so … Continue reading →

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crushing

Posted on May 18, 2008 by

I worked with my crush this morning – speaking of him in my last post must’ve worked for me.  In fact, I wasn’t expecting to see him because his shift didn’t start until 30 minutes after mine ended.  But Married … Continue reading →

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blah

Posted on May 17, 2008 by

Store Manager let me close the bar last night, and I understand fully why nobody wants me on this task.  I’m slow.  And because I’m slow we didn’t get out till almost 1:15 this morning, about a half hour late.  … Continue reading →

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take a deep breath

Posted on May 16, 2008 by

Do not get giddy, do not get giddy, do not get giddy.  I can’t stop repeating this in my head.  Do not get giddy, Barista, about another internet boy who is charming the shit out of you.  Do not get … Continue reading →

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broke and tired

Posted on May 15, 2008 by

I cut the hair on my dog’s face with scissors today.  Matty looks well….stupid.  I crack up every time he sits next to my office chair and looks up at me.  He’s little, white, fluffy and matter.  Actually he’s more … Continue reading →

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i want to have his babies

Posted on May 15, 2008 by

I met a guy online yesterday who seemed pretty cool.  He was from NY, had a little edge, cute, older (big bonus right now!) and fairly friendly.  NYer asked me to call him last night, but I’d forgotten until I … Continue reading →

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letting it go

Posted on May 14, 2008 by

No work for me today, so I chilled at Starbucks all morning after realizing I didn’t have any Pike Place beans at home to brew up.  I’m a mess without my morning coffee, but I didn’t want to drive in … Continue reading →

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buck up, Barista

Posted on May 12, 2008 by

I woke up at 4:30 Sunday morning to get to my opening shift at Starbucks by 6 am.  It was raining hard, so I just barely made it there by 6.  The rain meant the morning would likely be slower … Continue reading →

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bye bye, hottie

Posted on May 10, 2008 by

I was surprised after the way things closed with Southern Boy last night when my phone rang this afternoon and I saw that it was him.  As I always do, I answered curious about what he could possibly want.  “Barrisssstaaa,” … Continue reading →

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what? no sex?

Posted on May 9, 2008 by

“Barrrrista,” he purred my name and part of me melted inside, but I didn’t let on to it. “Barristaa, why do you think I don’t respect you? I respect you, really!” “No, Southern Boy, you really don’t. Or you would … Continue reading →

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what? no sex?

Posted on May 9, 2008 by

“Barrrrista,” he purred my name and part of me melted inside, but I didn’t let on to it.  “Barristaa, why do you think I don’t respect you?  I respect you, really!” “No, Southern Boy, you really don’t.  Or you would … Continue reading →

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the right way

Posted on May 6, 2008 by

“I’m sorry,” I said to the big, black cop getting out of his car.  “I was trying to give you space to pull in, but my butt’s a lil big.”  I laughed and smiled at him.  I’d just finished a … Continue reading →

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the right way

Posted on May 6, 2008 by

“I’m sorry,” I said to the cute cop getting out of his car.  “I was trying to give you space to pull in, but my butt’s a lil big.”  I laughed and smiled at him.  “I can only suck it in so … Continue reading →

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lonely

Posted on May 6, 2008 by

I tingled as his leg touched the tip of my foot as I sat on his couch with my legs crossed.  I wanted him to touch me so badly – even the slightest bit of contact, anything.  I’d come to … Continue reading →

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