Monthly Archives: May 2009

the stars in her eyes

When I was a young girl I used to wish on the stars…for love to come. And by young girl I mean late teens/early 20s. It seems I’ve always been wishing for love, yes. So tonight as I stood on … Continue reading

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my baby the lamb

My precious baby I have to applaud this groomer on the fine job she did with my baby. I miss his long hair, but he’s so freaking lamb-like cute I could just d-i-e. And he’s so soft. And white. Now … Continue reading

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starting new

I was nearly moved to tears as I walked around the big, empty apartment. Not just because it was cuter than I remembered (like most men in my life), but also because this symbolizes a new beginning for me…in a … Continue reading

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next time….

…..I decide to move remind me how much I fucking hate packing. Also, please remind me to throw shit away instead of accumulating so much damn crap. Thanks. Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T

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next time……

…..I decide to move remind me how much I fucking hate packing. Also, please remind me to throw shit away instead of accumulating so much damn crap. Thanks. Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T

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reminders

I’ve taken a break from online dating since Serious George.  Hid the profiles, haven’t logged in, you know…the uj.  And reading this post this morning helped to remind me why.  Gross.  Like super duper gross.

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get it together

I think everyone who knows me knows how much I trust Ex-Husband.  I know to never go to him when I need a little coddling (girls are wayyy better for this) and that he’ll never, ever, ever tell me what … Continue reading

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don’t be a saboteur, barista

I kinda freaked today.  Well, it started last night and ended this morning.  The post I made this morning was telling.  I was trippin out.  I felt like I’d made a huge mistake with Mr. Delicious, and it made me … Continue reading

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get it together

I think everyone who knows me knows how much I trust Ex-Husband.  I know to never go to him when I need a little coddling (girls are wayyy better for this) and that he’ll never, ever, ever tell me what … Continue reading

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don’t be a saboteur, barista

I kinda freaked today.  Well, it started last night and ended this morning.  The post I made this morning was telling.  I was trippin out.  I felt like I’d made a huge mistake with Mr. Delicious, and it made me … Continue reading

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can we turn off the thinking for a minute

It’s hard to come down from the high of the weekend, and I’m already slipping into my old way of disconnection. After so much good with Mr. Delicious I find myself craving the constant attention from him, the need to … Continue reading

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spam

I laughed at the comment I received in my spam box the other day.  Some dude said he wanted to trade links with me.  I checked the URL quickly, without clicking, and it has “christiandating” in it.  Umm…seriously?  This is … Continue reading

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he rocks my world

Everyone who knows me knows that I hate the phone. I hate talking on the phone. I hate calling people. I rarely listen to voicemails, rarely return calls. And because of all of the above my phone never rings. Because … Continue reading

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he rocks my world

Everyone who knows me knows that I hate the phone. I hate talking on the phone. I hate calling people. I rarely listen to voicemails, rarely return calls. And because of all of the above my phone never rings. Because … Continue reading

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it’s all so simple

It truly amazed me how many men were checking me out while I was driving Will’s car. Now I’m pretty much 100% convinced I’m still single by curse of this silly jeep. Crazy, but really. It seems that if I … Continue reading

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it’s all so simple

It truly amazed me how many men were checking me out while I was driving Will’s car. Now I’m pretty much 100% convinced I’m still single by curse of this silly jeep. Crazy, but really. It seems that if I … Continue reading

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i’m ok with this

Last night as I was waiting for Mr. Delicious to get to my place to pick me up I started thinking about “the conversation”…you know, the one The Therapist and Will both thought I should have.  And while waiting for … Continue reading

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how to start a holiday weekend

My boss was kind enough to throw me the deuces around 445 today, when I normally have to stay till 6. I was thrilled. So I bolted, then stopped at the gas station to put some gas in Carter’s car … Continue reading

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i’m ok with this

Last night as I was waiting for Mr. Delicious to get to my place to pick me up I started thinking about “the conversation”…you know, the one The Therapist and Will both thought I should have.  And while waiting for … Continue reading

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how to start a holiday weekend

My boss was kind enough to throw me the deuces around 445 today, when I normally have to stay till 6. I was thrilled. So I bolted, then stopped at the gas station to put some gas in Carter’s car … Continue reading

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