I’m trying to pretend like I’m ok with this being done. Truth is, I’m sad as fuck today. Like I just want to crawl in a hole and cry. Not because we aren’t going to be in love, not because we won’t be making pretty babies…or doing that awesome thing we do that ultimately is the means to creating pretty babies…but because I thought, if nothing else, that we were friendlier than this. I thought we had respect for each other. I didn’t think it would ever be this stupid…or end like this. And I just keep feeling the knot in my throat.
I’m so hurt.
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Im sorry!