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Monthly Archives: October 2009
and he kissed me
And now it’s time for a real post….because nothing deserves it more than last night. The day was one of the most stressful I’d ever had. I was freaking out, had one hundred million things to do to get ready. … Continue reading →
yes…YES!!!
Omg. It was wayyyy better than I ever imagined! I’m glowing. Beaming. Loving him.
dear mama,
When we meet truly inspirational people it cannot go unrecognized. There are not words sufficient enough to express the joy, warmth and love I felt in meeting you. I’m so grateful I had the chance before your return to Kenya. … Continue reading →
and then…
No and then! No and then! I always hear that in my head. My bad. I got home and about 20 minutes later got this text from him: ” I have had a wonderful night!!! Thank you so much! We … Continue reading →
wow
I don’t know that there are words anywhere in this world that can do justice for the night I just had. Incredible. Amazing. Perfect. Delightful. Happy. Family. Love. Peace. Food. Perfect. Bliss. Conversation. I have never felt like this before. … Continue reading →
give.me.candy.
I’m sorry, but I don’t really give 2 shits about Halloween. And for the first time in my life I didn’t even buy any Halloween candy this year. Oh wait, I did buy that bag of candy corn to use … Continue reading →
buff-tober comes to an end
And even though I had absolutely NO progress….my day got infinitely better after seeing this in my email from Jessica: Damn, I can’t seem to make it bigger.
the wizard
I’m a teensy bit nervous about dinner tonight. Not if I’ll succeed or if the fam will like me, but more just about getting everything together fast enough. I guess I probably don’t have to rush or worry. Everything will … Continue reading →
the past
I used to write a lot more candidly back in the day. Back when I wanted to be exposed to everyone, at the beginning of therapy. Then, along came Tranny Chris. I rejected him at first because he was 3 … Continue reading →
accountability
Ok, so I’m completely changing my tune here now. I know, I know. I say this all the time, right? But hearing my doc say my weight – the number! – out loud crushed me. Literally crushed…like I was sitting … Continue reading →
big fat tears
I suck so badly that I got kicked out of Buff-tober! I failed. And I couldn’t be more pissed than I was when I was sitting in my doctor’s office an hour ago to get my B12 shot and she … Continue reading →
breathe
“I’m so glad we got a chance to talk tonight,” I told him after he’d told me all about the GMAT, asked about my day and told me to send him a list of what he should get for Thursday … Continue reading →
sweet treats
I just realized that I never posted pictures of what I took to The AA, his mom and sister last Friday night, so here they are:
look! that’s me!
This time my company name was even mentioned! Could I be any more excited?!
the dog walker
Last night while I was making dinner the doorbell rang and when I opened the door I found The Dog Walker standing outside my door. The pups went nuts. They love her. “My mom’s home now,” she told me, obviously … Continue reading →
things I love
There’s little I love more than waking up in the morning and seeing that I have a message from The AA. Well, waking up next to him would be better, I suppose, but I’ll take what I can get for … Continue reading →
reality strikes
I got 2 huge cupcake comments today that just blew me away. And this was after Friday night when The AA turned to me while we were sitting on the couch and said, with all seriousness and sincerity, “You really … Continue reading →
memory lane
I found this old post I wrote on me bb….you all do know that I write every single post from my bb, right? So anyway, I found this old post from October 3 when I was cleaning out me blackberry … Continue reading →
time for some calm tea
I’m beat. I didn’t sleep well last night at all. I usually have no trouble falling asleep any time, anwhere, but last night while lying in my freshly washed sheets and blankets after talking to The AA with Cuddles at … Continue reading →
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for the love of food
“My sister is so excited about you cooking dinner for us! Does Thursday work for you?” “Thursday is great for me.” My mind was racing as I tried to figure out what I would make for them, but I figured … Continue reading →
