Monthly Archives: December 2009

people I love

I try to surround myself with people I love and people who love me. Ex-Husband is one of these people. And to show me just how much he loves me he sent me a message today telling me that I … Continue reading

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a letter

I woke up this morning to the following email…. To my children, I am telling you this only because I know you would kill me if I had news and didnt tell you. Your grandmother suffered for a year and … Continue reading

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lonely

The declaration was made yesterday. Out loud. To The Therapist. I am lonely. And while I know that hanging out with Mr. D is indicative of bad choices, as I told Alex today it’s so much better to have someone … Continue reading

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little words

While hanging out with my old friend on xmas eve he made a comment that made little sense to me. “Hey, I have all new socks!” “That’s great, Mofo. Ummm congrats?” I wondered why I was supposed to care about … Continue reading

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careful who you cross

Many thanks to my friend Jessica for sharing this with me. I cuh-ried. Trust me, it’s worth clicking on. Be careful, peeps. Revenge is a motherfucker.

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people love change

I guess a lot of people don’t really like change in themselves, but they love to see it in others….as long as it’s not too positive then women seem to get jealous. But that’s not the point here. On xmas … Continue reading

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resolutions

It’s that time of year again. Time to hope and make promises and work to try to not make the goals so out there that they can’t be accomplished. This year I don’t want to make a wish list, but … Continue reading

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closure

I didn’t expect Alex to suggest a final conversation with The AA to really make sure things were over. Ok, so that’s a lie. I totally expected him to suggest it, but I never expected to have it. But I … Continue reading

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dissed

On xmas eve I hung with an old friend from the past. We hadn’t seen each other in 2 years, but we talk regularly. The first thing he said when he came into my apartment: “Wow, you’ve filled out! I … Continue reading

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back to the beginning

On xmas eve I met Mr. D for drinks after work. He wanted to hear the story of the cruise and I love to talk to him, so it was a no-brainer. It was nice, as usual, but by 430 … Continue reading

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the xmas cake

I’m so proud of this cute little cake. It’s 3 layers of gingerbread cake with eggnog cream filling and cream cheese frosting. Delicious! I took some pics with my real camera, but let Will borrow it for his trip so … Continue reading

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couldn’t fake it

Ok, I promise I’ll be done with the cruise stories soon. But how about a picture…I couldn’t even fake a smile, as you will see. And if you know me at all you know that I’m a pretty fuckin smiley … Continue reading

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more random cruise funnies/horrors

“What’s that pill you’re taking?” The AA asked me and I ignored him. He continued talking because that’s what he does. “I mean we didn’t even have sex last night. I could understand if we did.” I gave him an … Continue reading

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selfish at sea

I’m not sure we’ll ever speak again after this. And I hate to say it, but right now never would be too soon. Sure, I’m saying it now because I’m pissed the fuck off. And now I have a totally … Continue reading

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!?@*+!?!*#

“What is that game Lauren was playing?” “Huh? What are you talking about?” “She was talking last night about some game she was playing in the casino. What was it?” “The slots?” I asked. “I don’t think so. What was … Continue reading

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the good, the bad, the sunburn

The Good: I’ll be tan in a couple days The Bad: Right now the tan is hiding underneath a painful burn The Good: I wore my bikini in public and didn’t care The Bad: I had to fight to be … Continue reading

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i’m out

If it’s an emergency you can find me here or here. Deuces.

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early morning

I’ve been up since 444 this morning and I feel great. It’s probably a combo of vacay excitement and the fact that I didn’t have any wine last night so it wasn’t necessary for my body to recover, but I … Continue reading

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greetings

When I arrived home from work tonight I was greeted by a huge sign made out of card stock and painted popsicle sticks that said “WELCOME”. There were balloons and a sweet little note from The Dog Walker and The … Continue reading

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coming home

My trip home was crazy. And not interesting-write-about-it crazy. Rather stupid crazy. Like for once I had such an awesome trip home, but coming back was filled with ridiculousness. First, my flight was delayed like 2 hours. Of course they … Continue reading

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