Monthly Archives: April 2010

change of venue

This weekend I will be baking over 200 cupcakes.  I’ve done it before – no big thang.  It’s mostly a pain in the ass because my kitchen is rather small.  Enter Old Dude.  Since I will be at his house … Continue reading

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lil miss

Old Dude was late and I gave him a little attitude for it. I understand a few minutes here and there – this is Atlanta and traffic can suck. But he was late last Friday, too, and I didn’t want … Continue reading

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my new office home

I’ve been trying like mad to get through the last 160 items in my google reader, but it’s been so damn hard.  I moved to my new cubicle home today – a whole floor away from CS Bitch, but directly … Continue reading

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last night i cried

I woke up to a mascara-and-tear-stained pillowcase and eyes so puffy they looked like I hadn’t slept in weeks.  My head hurt a little, but nothing like it should have given the circumstances.  I got up, chugged 16 ounces of … Continue reading

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worried sick

After a full evaluation from the nice doctor I saw this morning in place of my usual female doctor, it has been determined that I’m just way stressed. So nothing is wrong with me, aside from a super low b12 … Continue reading

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what is going on

Something is wrong with me, but I don’t know what it is.  I no longer have the stuffyness, cold-symptoms, headache, etc.  And I can’t totally explain it, but something isn’t right.  My head doesn’t hurt, but it has a funky … Continue reading

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confusing x1000

It’s been really hard reading the comments left here today, mostly because I know I would have said the same thing if I’d been an outsider reading. I’ve read them all multiple times and they burn the same each time. … Continue reading

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i love you, Mr. D

I haven’t been purposely leaving anyone hanging.  Trust me there.  I had every intention of finishing things yesterday morning, but I was sick and left work to go crash on my couch.  I slept all day, all night, still feel … Continue reading

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no secrets

“I don’t like Old Dude.” I turned to face her because the revelation was shocking to me.  I thought everyone loved Old Dude!  Will loves Old Dude.  The Canadian loves Old Dude.  Doesn’t everyone reading love Old Dude!? “Really?” I … Continue reading

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because he said so

Every morning when I get to work I plug in my ipod and listen to Sade.  Once I make it through the whole album once I switch to random until I feel that need again, then put Sade back on. … Continue reading

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the first time

This is the blog I wrote after the first time Mr. D and I had sex.  Back then his blog name was AJ. 03-23-08 It all started when he sent me a cryptic text last weekend while he was drunk, … Continue reading

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i just love you

As I lied next to him in his bed the overwhelming thought in my head was “I love you”. I wanted to say it; I could think nothing else. Well that and what if this is our last night together … Continue reading

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i. can’t. breathe.

Truth be told I do not – I repeat in caps DO NOT – want to like Old Dude. I’m resisting hard core in my head the person who is pulling out all the stops to make me fall for … Continue reading

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look how far we’ve come

Mr. Delicious and I talked on the phone for 2.5 hours last night.  What can two people possibly talk about for 2.5 hours?  It’s not like it’s been weeks or months.  We talk every day.  Nothing major happened that we … Continue reading

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a second date story

  When I pulled up to the Thai restaurant early I thought for sure they must’ve closed down.  The parking lot was empty; the place looked dark and deserted.  I fully expected the door to not open when I walked … Continue reading

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20 April, 2010 18:03

Saturday was….ummm….interesting. I made a bunch of great contacts, people adored the cupcakes…but I have to admit that I was a little disappointed in the event itself. More on that later. Maybe. Mr. D was great. He thought of things … Continue reading

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just two little things

Tonight is date #2 with Old Dude.  We’re doing a Thai place near my house – I loooove Thai, so this is a great thing.  I’m looking forward to seeing if the chemistry is as good as it was on … Continue reading

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my deliciousness is you

This weekend I was reminded why I love you.  As I sobbed in my bed Saturday night with my head on your shoulder.  After you kissed me passionately and held my head to you, stroking my hair.  As you told … Continue reading

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holy shit

Where has my life gone?  It feels like the days are slipping by so quickly and there’s so much to talk about and process and no time to actually articulate.  I’ve not even hit the busy point yet and I’m … Continue reading

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no disclosure

While I do understand the reasoning behind the questions on whether or not I’m telling Mr. D about the date, I still don’t think I should have to.  And my reason for this – I don’t think HE would think … Continue reading

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